(kind of too much feels bottling up,so sorry in advance ><)
okay,now listen.
I,act like a naive child to avoid your expectation.
I act like I don't care, and yes I learned not to care for the sickening feeling ,that will plunge me into a deep abyss.
Everyday life, doesn't matter ifsomeone tries to hate you for what it is right,hurting you means they are jealous. I came to this world with hatred,realizing I was unwanted,I was USED.
It hurts.But what can I do? I was just a child.
I was ungrateful.I whined non stop until I reach my 12-years
I learned something,but I don't remember , yet my fear and habit remembers.
You may not know